Friday, January 18, 2008

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

What a touching video

Here are some videos that I chanced upon on line this morning. Tell me what you think!
I love the Gecko one..

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

Why I love my baby so much..

Colin: Eh Janice, the word is: He is or he are a person

Janice: he is a person

Colin: Oh ok...then bu shi he was a person meh?

Janice: No?

Puss: Who uses was. Na ge ren dou hai mei you si.

Colin: Orh! Cos tomorrow I have to write a formal letter, then scally I dont know to write then my secretary say woah..how come my sales manager so jialat one! Cannot even spell properly.

Lloyd: Don't worry Colin, you is fine.

*fainted*

Lloyd: You is the can.

Janice: What the hell does that mean?

Lloyd: Le si eh sai eh...

Janice: -_______________________-

Thursday, August 30, 2007

Project Siaoness

I've just finished my lecture. I really wish that this current project could end quickly and spare my group mates and I the agony of rummaging through books just to find something to surprise him.

"Find something to surprise me."

What kinda of farking surprise do you want sia? I take off my top in the middle of class to surprise you can? LOL... My poor group leader is feeling rather jaded now after all the work that he has done to keep us on track. We are so close to our deadline. I guess I just need that final push to complete the ppt and hopefully he will be pleased with our presentation.

Gonna head to the library tmr to see what I can find and then it will be wakeboarding with Heinz and Jamie on Saturday! I miss the sea and I am really looking forward to the weekend boat trip.

BB just installed a new stand for his sound system and just to test it out, I blasted one of the rock songs in his car. My ear nearly fell off..

Then he said, "Bee with this stand the sound is not meant to be blasted."

Thanks for telling me earlier lor.. Its been almost 20minutes since I got out of the car and left ear is still hurting. Power blaster man.. beware!!!!

Friday, August 24, 2007

Happy 24th Birthday to me!

Wow, 24 years old. I can't believe that I have reached the age where people no longer look upon your mistakes as an opportunity to teach you something new. Now everything that you do wrong is "Your fault!"

I think I have gotten used to being given chances that I have started to rely on them. Either way, I think its time that I get my life back into place. Got 2 important interviews next week with good career prospects. I have to get back my independent self and do everything it takes to succeed.

I think that I have the determination to carry on in life. However, influence is a big factor that I have to eliminate. Gotta have more faith in myself and trust the judgements that I make.

Too many times have I beaten myself silly for every small mistake that I make.

*even playing quadrapop on my phone pisses me off cos I keep bashing myself mentally just for slotting the wrong brick into a different part of the puzzle*

Janice has to learn to cool down and take things easy while building up the confidence that she has lost.

*Sometimes I wish I could stop smoking cos I think that inhalation of toxic smoke really affects your mind and the speed that cognition takes place*

Basket...I am so tied up with thoughts of my school project that I am even using the bloody word cognition in my blog! WTH~

Saturday, August 11, 2007

Happy Birthday Gracie!

We just celebrated Grace's birthday last week. A nice cosy dinner at Sakura with an awesome game of Taboo at The Tea Party. This is the first time that I have met all of her friends and the whole outing definitely turned out to be better then expected. 12 years of friendship between us, it seemed like so long ago when me and grace first spoke on the bus. I remembered that it was our first few days at St Margaret's Secondary School. We were on the bus 855 heading home after a long day. As the bus reached MacRitchie Reservoir, we introduced ourselves and started up a friendly conversation. (I have no idea why it took so long for us to talk, considering the journey from Farrer Road all the way to MacRitchie double bus stop)

Apparently my best friend in primary school (who is also her neighbour) told her about me and vice versa. Thats why we were sorta keeping our eyes peeled for each other.

Haha! So thats how it is. Every 8th of August, I will celebrate my letter-writing-identical-Nike-bag-carrying-I-am-crazy-about-spaghetti-tops-Mambo-night-siao girlfriend's birthday.

Happy 24th girl! Love ya!

Update on Inoriz

As you guys know, Inoriz has flown off to Perth with her husband leaving me here all alone. *Sobz* Since then, Inoriz has been spending her time at home taking care of Benji,Chiyo and Kelly while volunteering her services at the Animal Hospital which she wil frequent more often when she starts school there. Another important note to add is that Inoriz is heavily pregnant now! With just 6 weeks to popping, there are lots of things in store for her. Due to the rise in property prices, Inoriz and Glen are desperately looking for a new home so that she can settle down in time to give birth to Rachel. Yes! Its a baby girl! A baby girl who kicks and punches her stomach with such strength that her mummy can see her stomach moving! Rachel is named after Rachel Karen Green in FRIENDS, aka Jennifer Aniston.

When Glen flew off for Australia, Inoriz killed time by watching FRIENDS and after a while she got hooked onto the show! Jennifer Aniston became her dream idol with a body that she would die for. So with sheer determination, Inoriz started a fitness regime, got her hair trimmed, rebonded and exercised her way to health.

Her stunning change in appearance really inspired me to do something for myself as well.

It was hilarious when she told me that after that drastic change, Glen didnt know notice a difference at all! I don't know if that is called love or just utter blurness.

After a simple and cosy wedding reception at the Carlton Hotel, Glen returns to Australia shortly after that to get things ready for his newly-wed wife to come over.

Now, Inoriz is living happily in the country of her dreams. Eventhough things are really rough at the moment, I am sure that she will hang in there and get through it all. I cant wait to see my granddaughter! Can't wait to shower her with all the little gifts when she flies back at the end of the year.

I AM OFFICIALLY A GODMA!

Monday, April 09, 2007

Ask and you shall receive..but maybe not

If you ask me, I might tell you. But I just dont know where to begin. Thats why I never look you up when things happen. My mind is filled with images, illusions and an ocean filled with words. I can hide it with a smile, but it never lasts long. I can never hide my emotions, neither can i describe how I'm feeling. Maybe i could hold your hand and transmit how i feel to you, then maybe you will understand. Have you ever imagined yourself being hung on by a noose around your neck? Can your weight pulling your body down and the noose cutting into your flesh, covering your chest and shoulders with blood? Swinging lifelessly in a prison cell, as the pain gets more intense. You shed tears of hurt and not pain. you could just shoot yourself in the head to end it all. But you chose the noose. why? cos you love the pain. You hope that the pain will help to release all your angst and hurt that keeps banging against your ribcage, longing to be released. You laugh to yourself as the pressure rushes to your head. Think you look ugly? Yes you do. Fucking ugly..

death is the only solution to end all pain

I'm bleeding. slashedthe wounds open again. This only happens when the people i truly love hurtme. Is there something wrong with me? I don't know. Escapismfrom the pain through the presence of blood. Don't try to take the blade away from me. It feels good against my skin. Slicing through my flesh..Escapism. I don't know what else to do.

Jumping seems like the only answer right now. Whats wrong with me? There is always something wrong with me. I have faults that I can never correct. No matter what I do, I'll never be the perfect person that you want me to be. You make your requests sound so simple, but yet I find it hard to do. I wish I was alone in this world where I dont have to answer to anyone. I know you mean well, but I cant seem to compromise.

I dont want to hurt you anymore. I just want to leave. Please let me go. I know that I will miss you if I walk out the door, because I love you. But I dont want to cause you more pain. I rather destroy myself then to make you cry.

In this world, all I can ever wish for is the day that I can do things to make you smile and not shed tears ofpain. I appreciate you and I will always greet you every morning with a cheery voice in hope that I will get the same reaction in return. Now I know that eventhough you maybe smiling at me, your heart is bleeding inside. Let me go.. it will be better for all of us this way.

If I can never be the daughter that you want, there is no use keeping me here.

The "Colours" of Life